Japanese...so sadT.T

I'm super duper happy to know i got this course days before when i go and check my name at pusat bahasa...I thought it may hav too many ppl take it so i may not get the chance to take it...so when i saw my names there, i feel like flying us the sky and kiss it~^^~I thought i got it d and i am like clear all the worried in me lo~~

Today, we hav to gather with the teacher then choose our timetable. i m not sure how they choose but i m still happy that i can get this course...very happy. Then when i reach lecture hall 8, we go in and sit down, and still we choose a suitable place coz we thought we hav to rebut for our time and need to move ourselve up. When the teacher come in, she rearrange our seats and all the others school has been called down to sit close to teacher but we aren't. Teacher call us to wait for a while and she wanted to settle them first. For that moments, i dunno wat happen so jz sitting at my own place and wait...Then teacher tick our attendance. We must saiy"hi!" when teacher read out our name.

Then teacher said a very bad news, it should not be a news as i thought i can get in the japanese class after i saw my name there. But only now teacher told us that we, chemical student cant may not be able to fit in the timetable as she got too many students. and yet she dun wan to hav night class or class after 5. so, we can just wait there...wait wait wait...wait for the others group to decide which time they wan. and at last, all the group's time we cant fix in...T.T

I'm super sad and down at that time, i feel like so unfair...so so so unfair for us to not get the course as we dun get the priority to choose the time. we can easily giv out our time if we get the priority...I feel like wanna cry so loudly as i m desperate to learn japanese long time ago and this is a very good chance for me to do so. And another things is that i wanted to finish off as soon as possible so that i can continue higher level if possible. Yet, this is the first sem which is the most free sem and i should manage my time wisely lo~~ but now, it distract all my plans in the first semester...haiz...

But, thanksss... at last, i accept it...because mayb it is my yuan fen... so i should not make myself suffer because of this!! I dunno why, after all our chemical students know this, only me who are so sad and down and no mood... others can accept it easily and even wanna to change to another language~~ but I WONT!! i wan only japanese, so that i can understand wat naruto said lo~ haha
Really THANKS...that you said"learning new language should be fun and not like this^^" yeah, this is super correct~~!! There are always a better oppurtunity when you didt get the chance this time^^ so I'm now happy back d and dun wan let myself suffer in this kind of this^^
TOE CUI YING~~ GAMBATEH!! japanese is waiting you next semester, now i must study well and prepare a bit for it before i attend a formal class^^