Now no matter what and how my feeling is to this course, I has to accept and try my best to love this course. This is the toughest things for me to do if at last, I really do not have any interest towards this course.
Today, I'm again going back to my engineering campus usm in nibong tebal, two more hours to go. This is not to worst things for me as I had use to coming home and going back in matric, but things that worry me the most now is tomorrow, class is going to start and we are going to face all those challenging subjects which when i look through the syllabus i realise that all those subjects name are pretty complicated and scary.
Still I hope I can bare and cop with it, without obstacles......though this is actually impossible. Degree level in university is totally different from what we use to learn in school or matric.
Actually before I start my studies, there is already one big obstacle in front of me, that is my daddy. He do not really like the course I am taking now and keep on asking why do I choose this course in the beginning. I am quiet because I do not know how to answer this question and how to explain. In his mind, being a teacher is the best and he always want us to study and become a teacher. He comments a lot to my course even when I am not home. But how to solve and turn back, no, there is no way back!!!!! I can just continue to proceed with what I am doing now and study hard to get my degree four years later. Daddy, please do not keep on asking the same question as after ten or twenty years, I may not have a real and correct answer for you. Sorry if I really disappoint you but I will try my best to complete my studies. I love you, Mummy and Daddy. Muacksssssssssssssssssss~~~~~~~
i have the same worries like u...
ReplyDeletebt then one of my senior told me tat actuali we can choose to being lecturer...
it's oso not bad,rite?
huiru oso consider to be a lecturer leh...
u know,i wanna cry on the first day i got into my personality class.the lecturer told me,everything is in bm,including exam,which is different from what senior had told me before.but whatever it is,we've choosen this path way to go,we've to be strong.really strong.or else,you might have to think of another way to go,like going private?lol.that's impossible for me now.so i've decided to take the 1st one.=).i hope u dont think too much already.just do all your best and the rest will come to you later soon.^^
ReplyDelete思含不要哭！！因为我认识的刘思含是很坚强的！！
ReplyDelete加油加油！！！！！！！！！不管发生什么事，我们都得走下去。
现在，只是个开始，我们还要用说长不长，说短又不短的时间完成我们的学业。一定要尽力哦！！