no matter how~

no matter how, you study alone, you will feel different from studying by group, or when at least someone is studying with you.
Studying alone is like now, let me think off some nonsense then again, it is the wasted time for me to write blog. when i feel like writing, it means i got some feeling with me...
This is the time, where i use to write everyday when my friends all went up to their room. although i m now in cafe and there are quite a number of ppl around me, i still feel that it is quite, mayb you will think that, what a good environment which i can study quietly, but you are totally wrong because it is quiet inside my heart but so so noisy outside... see, i can actually hear someone screaming, "nasi goreng paprik, nasi goreng pataya, keoy teow tom yam SIAP!!!"

I dunno why, everyday i hav to waste this kind of time to bla bla bla here but i jz feel like doing so! but after this sure i will be very guilty of wasting this time but at this instance if you wan me to think and go back to my studies before i finish this blog, i can tell you that i cant! but now, i m going to stop~~~

But actually still sometimes i feel very okay,happy...sometimes dun hav feeling and still sometimes uncomfortable feeling~ haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...........................