moody~

cannot, how can i moody again? actually i dun wan de, but how, when i saw those posts ad feel moody, how? i dun wan la~ but sorry, i cant tahan, though i ad try my best to tahan...so now i m moody but still not so so so moody~ hmm...how to say? means when i dun think or chat normally, i m super okay, but why when i saw some posts i feel very uncomfortable and very very very guilty...wat can i do? cant do anything i think...means next time i dun online this much mayb will be better!

now, everything is over, study week OVER, exam OVER, kl trip OVER, hua yue competition OVER too~ so now, is the time for me to face reality and solve some problems...though i thought ad solved, but seems not wor~ but emm...dunnno, mayb is i think too much, actually ad solve right? so...dun think la, considered solve, can i? oh no, blur~~~ how can i become like this...no no no, cannot~ sometimes when i read those posts, half understand half not understand...then i will simply think le, and everytime when i think, mood goes down and feel very guilty...like heart kena block~ aiyo~ how can? cannot! so i must not simply think. how i know wat is the real meaning behind those posts? it didt state there and jz i simply guess. so it may no be real la!~ must not think so much lo! but dunno why, still will immediately turn my mind to so unpleasant things~ haiz...i must wash my mind a while in this holiday lo~ buy more shampoo!!~~~~hahaha~ i siao liao~ i m crazy le!!~ but no on fault, so no one can blame themselve except me!!! okay~ you al must accpet this statement~